MY MOTTO
I've learned you can never expect anything from anyone, no matter who it is. the second you expect something from someone, you're setting yourself up for heartbreak.
-Shakes
insomniac
Insomnia is like TORTURE
the good thing: when the rest of the world is sound asleep, YOU'RE up alone, and your mind is racing with every random thought in the UNIVERSE.
the bad thing: but when those thoughts finally stop and your mind goes BLANK you become aware of the silence and thats when you realize how ALONE YOU ARE.
MY IDEAL NIGHT!
I WOULD LOVE TO FIND A PLACE IN NEW YORK CITY WHERE I CAN LAY IN THE GRASS (MINUS THE BUGS) AND STARE UP AT THE STARS FOR THE NIGHT
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
BAD HABIT?
I CANT HELP MYSELF.
I REALLY CAN'T..
WHEN I MEET SOMEONE NEW..
I DON'T WANT TO KNOW THE PERSON YOU PERCEIVE YOURSELF TO BE TO THE WORLD...
I WANT TO KNOW YOU..
THE REAL YOU...
I WANT KNOW THE YOU THAT ONLY YOU KNOW..
I JUST CAN'T HELP IT
I WANT TO KNOW THE GOOD AND THE BAD OF YOU
THE OLD AND THE NEW
THERE CAN BE A ROOM FULL OF PEOPLE
TALKING ABOUT ALL THE THINGS
GETTING SOME NEW SNEAKERS
THEIR FAVORITE ALCOHOL
THEIR NEW CAR THEY JUST PURCHASED
BUT I'LL BE WONDERING ...
WHAT'S RIGHT OR WRONG ABOUT THEM
(SHRUGS SHOULDER)
I LOVE
You're here, I'm pleased, I really dig your company
Your style, your smile, your peace mentality
Lord, have mercy on me, I was blind, now I can see
What a king's supposed to be, baby I feel free, come on and go with me
Let's take a long walk around the park after dark
Find a spot for us to spark, conversation, verbal elation, stimulation
Share our situations, temptations, education, relaxations
Elevations, maybe we can talk about Surah 3118
Your background it ain't squeaky clean shit
Sometimes we all got to swim upstream
You ain't no saint, we all are sinners
But you put your good foot down and make your soul a winner
I respect that, man you're so phat
And you're all that, plus supreme
Then you're humble man I'm numb
Yo with feeling, I can feel everything that you bring
Maybe we can take a cruise and listen to the Roots
Or maybe eat some passion fruit
Or maybe cry to the blues
Or maybe we could just be silent
Come on, come on, let's take a long walk around the park after dark
Find a spot for us to spark, conversation, verbal elation, stimulation
Share our situations, temptations, education, relaxations
Elevations, maybe we can talk about something entire day
You caught me on a hopeless day
It's no one's fault but I just have to say
I must have been insane or half asleep
It turns out you were a sad song
You came and saw and conquered me
But let me give you some advice for free
The time has come for you to take a walk
If I'm still here when you get back we'll talk
Why does someone attack another because of their different point of view?
I think it's sad that someone can't express their opinion without being told you are wrong!
How can you tell someone they're wrong just because you dont agree?
Why can't we agree to disagree?
and people wonder why no one can never to get along.
"When our people were enslaved, "Massa" placed his Caucasian woman on a pedestal. She was spoiled, revered and angelic, while the Black slave woman was overworked, beaten, raped and farmed out like cattle to be mated. She was nothing and neither was our Black man. As slavery died for the greater good of America, and the movement for equality sputtered to life, the White woman was on the cover of every American magazine. She was the dazzling jewel on every movie screen, the glory of every commercial and television show. She was unequivocally the standard of beauty for this country, firmly unattainable to anyone not of her race. We daughters of the dust were seen as ugly, nappy mammies, good for day work and unwanted children, while our men were thought to be thieving, sex-hungry animals with limited brain capacity.
-Jill Scott
nature
SO YOU MEAN TO TELL ME YOU CAN GO TO JAIL....YOUR LIFE BEING PUT ON HOLD...BECAUSE YOU DECIDED TO SMOKE A PLANT THAT GROWS FROM THE EARTH..SMH..IT MAKES NO FUCKING SENSE TO ME....IM NOT A SMOKER BUT IM JUST THINKING THAT ITS JUST STUPID FOR SOMEONE TO MISS OUT ON THEIR LIFE BECAUSE THEY DECIDED TO SMOKE OR CARRY A NATURAL PLANT!!!!! SMH
UGLY
EVERYONE HAS A LITTLE UGLY AND BEAUTIFUL IN THEM GEESH. MAJORITY OF PEOPLE ALWAYS ACT LIKE SOMEONE HAS TO BE "PERFECT"...WHAT EVER THAT IS???....PERFECT SKIN, HAIR, NAILS, BREAST, ASS, ABS, TEETH....SMH. AND SOMETIMES THE PEOPLE ALWAYS LOOKING FOR THAT ISN'T EVEN UP TO PAR THEMSELVES..SMH...I ACCEPT ALL PEOPLE NO MATTER HOW YOU LOOK,HOW FAT OR HOW SKINNY...IDK MAN..ITS A CRAZY JUDGMENTAL WORLD OUT HERE SMH
ONE LIFE TO LIVE!!1
IM HERE THINKNING.... ALOT OF PEOPLE REALLY TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED..WE SHOULD BE GRATEFUL THAT OUR MOTHER WAS ABLE TO CARRY US FOR 9 MONTHS IN HER WOMB AND BORN HEALTHY...AND TO LIVE 20+ HEALTHY YEARS..WOW...IM JUST FASCINATED WITH LIFE ITSELF...NOT THE SHIT WE CREATED..NOT ALL THE MATERIAL SHIT..IM HAPPY IM ACTUALLY ABLE TO WITNESS LIFE..TO ACTUALLY TOUCH SOMEONE..TO ACTUALL TALK TO SOMEONE...WOW..THE ONLY TIME WE WILL EVER! DO THIS! THE ONLY TIME TO HUG SOMEONE....IT'S CRAZY...EVERYDAY I THINK WOW..IM ALIVE!.
"men"
I'm tired of *** who can't/won't tell the truth.
I'm tired of *** who expect too much.
I'm tired of *** who don't know how to return a phone call.
I'm tired of *** who can't speak their minds.
I'm tired of *** who are passive.
I'm tired of *** who can't see another opinion about something.
I'm tired of *** who can't keep a clean living space
I'm tired of *** who blame others for their problems.
I'm tired of *** who only want to have sex, but say otherwise.
I'm tired of *** who can't compromise.
I'm tired of *** who say one thing, but do another.
I'm tired of *** who have no backbone or balls.
I'm tired of *** who live beyond their means.
I'm tired of *** who don't act mature.
I'm tired of *** who smoke weed.
I'm tired of *** that never wants to go out on a real date.
,,,,,,,
sometimes i feel that i will never be someones special someone
i know why
there's nothing special about me
hmmmmmmmmmmmm
AW!
YOUR THE FRIEND I KNOW I CAN ACT A COMPLETE IDIOT WITH AND NO MATTER WHAT YOU WILL STAND THERE LAUGHING WITH ME
YOU'RE THE FRIEND THAT I CAN TRUST WITH EVERYTHING. THERE ISN'T A THING IN THE WORLD I WOULD DOUBT TELLING YOU ABOUT BECAUSE I TRUST YOU WITH MY WHOLE HEART
YOU'RE THE FRIEND THAT HAS BEEN THROUGH ROUGH TIMES WITH ME AND STILL COME OUT STANDING STRONG
YOU'RE THE FRIEND I WILL RUN TO OF IN TROUBLE
YOU'RE THE FRIEND THAT ALWAYS TRIED TO HELP ME OUT
AND WELL YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU'RE THE FRIEND I CONSIDER MY BEST FRIEND
AND
I KINDA FUCKING LOVE YOU
LIKE THIS QUOTE
"Sincerity, seriousness, cleanness, generosity and liberty in sex are the foundations of morality. Where these are found we have genuine love, true relations, open souls & fearless hearts"
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Love is as much of an object as an obsession
everybody wants it
everybody seeks it
but few ever achieve it
those who do will cherish it
be lost in it
and never ... never forget it
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"the reason why people cant handle the truth is they dont wanna handle the reality of being wrong!"
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''The days events have a somewhat overwhelming affect on the masses looking to capitalize on instant wealth and instant gain of materialistic worth.But I wonder,what good are these things to US if WE have no love of OURselves and the destiny sought is nothing more than an elaborate deception to poison and decline OUR communities?"
Weird Confession
OKAY this is something no one knows about me. Ever since i was a young child i have always had a fear of these. okay ready for it..... I have a fear of rainbows. I know it's so weird. I think i'm like the only with this.. I would never forget, when i was younger and after the rain a rainbow would appear. All the kids in the neighborhood would be so happy and excited and I would always get anxious and nervous.. I couldn't even look up in the sky to look at it. Even after the rain and the puddles made those lil rainbow things in it it would just creep me out. IDK. I'm just weird I guess
Angels??
I was thinking the other day about angels and our perception of how we think they look. And i realized that i have never seen a picture of a black angel or even mexican, asian or indian angel. I always only see white angels. DAMN SOCIETY IS JUST REALLY FUCKED UP SMH
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Why would you want to be with someone when there are things about you that you haven't figured out? you set the other person up for failure
People say you are what u eat, that includes words too....What words do feed your self everyday?
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