OMG
ALMOST 10 YEARS, I HAVEN'T BEEN ON HERE
i love the way you lied
was so caught up
in your tangled web of bull
so tangled that i didn't realize
that everything was wrong
but it was feeling so right
i must be out my mind
to EVER see your face again
thought that shit was love
i must have been high
cuz aint no way in hell
that was love
coz love shouldn't leave you
feeling empty, lonely and sad
feeling so stupid now
was so caught up
in your tangled web of bull
so tangled that i didn't realize
that everything was wrong
but it was feeling so right
i must be out my mind
to EVER see your face again
thought that shit was love
i must have been high
cuz aint no way in hell
that was love
coz love shouldn't leave you
feeling empty, lonely and sad
feeling so stupid now
Dear summer
All I want to do
is get lost
wanna get lost in love
wanna get lost in it
and never fins my way back
is get lost
wanna get lost in love
wanna get lost in it
and never fins my way back
For You :)
Your eyes are killers
Your smile melts my heart
When you call i get butterflies
Your Presence makes me weak
Your smile melts my heart
When you call i get butterflies
Your Presence makes me weak
i want to loose my mind
wish i could get it lost somewhere in these city streets
or maybe....
fold it up into a million pieces
and put it in my back pocket
maybe let it get washed till the point of no recognition...
then dried on high for 24 minutes
hmmm....
i just want it to be lost
gone!!!!
but not for too long
just long enough till i....
till i feel like me again
cuz lately i haven't...
been feeling kinda weird
in a fuzzy state of mind
can't feel happy or sad
cuz i don't know how i wanna feel
so peace
cuz right now im about to loose my mind
REGRET
REGRET is me sitting on my stoop and when you came out of god knows where
and proceeded to sit next to me
and all your toxic waste spilled from your mouth
and through all that filth
i managed to hear "hey, what's your name?"
REGRET is when my mouth and tongue found a way
a way to work
and i uttered the name that was given to me by my mother
REGRET is the night that my mind and body was no longer mine
and some of me resided in you
REGRET is when i continued to give you my body and time
being used like a slice of bread
using the parts that you only wanted and then tossing the crusts..
boy didn't your mother tell you the crust is the best part?
REGRET is when i was in so much pain
pain that i never even knew existed
and only later to find out that you burned me
burned me like a house burning to the ground
burned me like acid burning human flesh
burned me like soap running into my eyes
and boy did that hurt!!!
REGRET
the clock struck one a.m.
and a loud thunder roared across the sky
the same as my me when i'm around you
thunder is a natural occurrence
when static meets the right temp in the sky
the same as what you did to me
i have no thought in the universe what you did to me
all i know is that you did it!
you just keep running across my mind
even after the cards u dealt me
i waited almost every time for your love to rain down on me
instead i got your toxic waste
like a cloud in the sky
waiting and waiting to be struck at the right moment
so it can shower everything with all its built up tension
but i'll never know what yours feel like
t's a shame that the airbrushed media of today has made women think that they are meant to be flawless. For the most part, having stretch marks is due to heredity. But, I think that if you're predisposed, there's nothing you can do about them but to accept them and love yourself as you are. There are far worse things to have to bear in life than stretch marks.
im not out here looking for "you to love me" or for you to "be with me"
i jus want someone i can have "fun" with that actually appreciates me for me
and appreciates our time spent together
which female wouldnt?
i just can't take part in that shallow act smh
all of us humans aren't saints but
i jus wanna make my soul a winner after all we are humans not robots
so narrow minded... its more to life than just bustin nuts
and i know i deserve better than and hour or two of me on my back
smh fucking DOG
1.Every time you see each other it’s only to have sex. So many women and men are having this type of relationship thinking that it’s more and it’s not. It’s Just Sex.
2.Only comes over at night. They call you around 10 pm or later asking if you can come over or if they can come over around midnight. A lot of people think “oh they are just really busy” no they are calling for a booty call. It’s Just Sex.
3. Doesn’t want to go out anywhere. Yes staying at home is nice sometimes but there is a whole world outside of the bedroom. It’s Just Sex
4.Never talks about family and friends. Think, do you even know if their parents are alive, do they have siblings. If you don’t know it might just be sex.
5.Doesn’t want to hear about your family and friends. Are you bummed out about your family and want to talk about it and they don’t want to hear about it. It could be just sex
6.Phone conversations or text messages are only in a sexual nature. Some relationships are like this but others are Just Sex.
7.You only meet at places where sex can occur. Only going to their house/apartment or vice verse might just be sex.
8.No sleepovers. They come over at midnight have sex and then around 2 am they want to go home or send you home. Oh yeah it’s just sex.
9.You don’t eat together. Ever hear that old saying “a couple that eats together stays together”.
10.They take a shower right after sex and send you on your way. Normally you want to rest a bit and maybe talk. When they all of a sudden they want you to leave it’s probably just sex.
11.Never talk about life outside the bedroom. There are so many other things going on that you could talk about.
12.You only have a cell phone or beeper number. It could be Just Sex
13.When you talk it’s only to setup a sex time. Ever call then and setup a time to meet and you end up having sex. It’s Just Sex.
14.They avoid you in public. You see them and you know they saw you and they turn away. It’s Just Sex.
15.Only spends a couple of hours with you. Only spend enough time with you to have sex. Then It’s Just Sex.
So a girl who think "I don’t deserve love" is subconsciously attracted to men who can’t meet her emotional needs.
“It doesn’t make her happy, but it’s comfortable because it’s familiar,”
It’s the emotional equivalent of the hamster wheel: You never get the guy, no matter how hard you work. But the thought that you might if you just hang on a little longer keeps you in the game.
Typical Signs of Love or Sex Addiction Include:
- Constantly seeking a sexual partner, new romance or significant other
- An inability or difficulty in being alone
- Consistently choosing partners who are abusive or emotionally unavailable
- Using sex, seduction and intrigue to "hook" or hold onto a partner
- Using sex or romantic intensity to tolerate difficult experiences or emotions
- Missing out on important family, career or social experiences in order to maintain a sexual high or romantic relationship
- When in a relationship, being detached or unhappy, when out of a relationship, feeling desperate and alone
- Avoiding sex or relationships for long periods of time to "solve the problem".
- An inability to leave unhealthy relationships despite repeated promises to self or others
- Returning to previously unmanageable or painful relationships despite promises to self or others
- Mistaking sexual experiences and romantic intensity for love
There are people in this world who really believe that this is the natural order of things: men have orgasms, and women have babies. This is a balance, a man is made happy for two minutes and a woman spends the next nine months serving as host to a life-threatening parasite, then the next eighteen years held legally, morally, and fiscally responsible for the health and well-being of that parasite ... while the man is free to wander off or stick around at his own time.
When something is missing in your life, it usually turns out to be someone.
Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same.
Soul-mates are people who bring out the best in you. They are not perfect but are always perfect for you
Sometimes you have to get to know someone really well to realize you're really strangers.
Emotional Detachment
can mean two different things
In the first meaning, it refers to an inability to connect with others emotionally as well as a means of dealing with anxiety by preventing certain situations that trigger it; it is often described as "emotional numbing" or dissociation, Depersonalization or in its chronic form Depersonalization disorder.
In the second sense, it is a type of mental assertiveness that allows people to maintain their boundaries and psychic integrity when faced with the emotional demands of another person or group of persons. These senses are within the framework of psychology and academia, not those of everyone else in the world.
For a man to judge a woman because they had sex on the first date say’s very little about himself. Sin is sin, no matter how you look at it. The act was committed due to a lack of restraint and self control on both parts. Neither one is better than the other, nor can they escape judgment from God. She’s just a reflection of the man in their own reality. It’s called the laws of attraction. To put down the female by blaming and shaming her to think she’s promiscuous, fast and easy when in doubt it was consensual by both parties, then what does say about the man? He lacks the same morals and ethics as she does. So why does all the weight fall heavy on the woman? Double standards are terrible in America. I think it’s an easy way out for a man because he doesn’t have the proper skills to express what his true motives are… Therefore, make the girl feel like shit!!
Just be real or get rejected
My attention isn’t a prize that needs to be won
You either respect me or just be done
I have no time for foolishness and games
So just tell the truth or move out of my way
I have a life I have a purpose
You’re in all the way or else you’re not worth it
My time is precious I choose my friends wisely
But don’t try to be slick you can’t get nothing past me
I keep telling myself that I don’t miss you, and that I don’t love you, hoping someday I’ll believe.
I’m scared to lose you, and I don’t even have you.
We are the perfect couple; we’re just not in the perfect situation.
The saddest love is to love someone, to know that they still want you, but the circumstances don’t let you have them.
It’s good to miss someone sometimes, even if it hurts your heart
Discover the 90/10 Principle. It will change your life (at least the way you react to situations at work and at home…) What is this principle? 10% of life is made up of what happens to you. 90% of life is decided by how you react. What does this mean? We really have no control over 10% of what happens to us. We cannot stop the car from breaking down. The plane be late arriving, which throws our whole schedule off. A driver may cut us off in traffic. We have no control over this 10%. The other 90% is different. You determine the other 90%. How? By your reaction. You cannot control a red light, but you can control your reaction. Don’t let people fool you; YOUcan control how you react. Let’s use an example.
MY MOTTO
I've learned you can never expect anything from anyone, no matter who it is. the second you expect something from someone, you're setting yourself up for heartbreak.
-Shakes
insomniac
Insomnia is like TORTURE
the good thing: when the rest of the world is sound asleep, YOU'RE up alone, and your mind is racing with every random thought in the UNIVERSE.
the bad thing: but when those thoughts finally stop and your mind goes BLANK you become aware of the silence and thats when you realize how ALONE YOU ARE.
MY IDEAL NIGHT!
I WOULD LOVE TO FIND A PLACE IN NEW YORK CITY WHERE I CAN LAY IN THE GRASS (MINUS THE BUGS) AND STARE UP AT THE STARS FOR THE NIGHT
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
BAD HABIT?
I CANT HELP MYSELF.
I REALLY CAN'T..
WHEN I MEET SOMEONE NEW..
I DON'T WANT TO KNOW THE PERSON YOU PERCEIVE YOURSELF TO BE TO THE WORLD...
I WANT TO KNOW YOU..
THE REAL YOU...
I WANT KNOW THE YOU THAT ONLY YOU KNOW..
I JUST CAN'T HELP IT
I WANT TO KNOW THE GOOD AND THE BAD OF YOU
THE OLD AND THE NEW
THERE CAN BE A ROOM FULL OF PEOPLE
TALKING ABOUT ALL THE THINGS
GETTING SOME NEW SNEAKERS
THEIR FAVORITE ALCOHOL
THEIR NEW CAR THEY JUST PURCHASED
BUT I'LL BE WONDERING ...
WHAT'S RIGHT OR WRONG ABOUT THEM
(SHRUGS SHOULDER)
I LOVE
You're here, I'm pleased, I really dig your company
Your style, your smile, your peace mentality
Lord, have mercy on me, I was blind, now I can see
What a king's supposed to be, baby I feel free, come on and go with me
Let's take a long walk around the park after dark
Find a spot for us to spark, conversation, verbal elation, stimulation
Share our situations, temptations, education, relaxations
Elevations, maybe we can talk about Surah 3118
Your background it ain't squeaky clean shit
Sometimes we all got to swim upstream
You ain't no saint, we all are sinners
But you put your good foot down and make your soul a winner
I respect that, man you're so phat
And you're all that, plus supreme
Then you're humble man I'm numb
Yo with feeling, I can feel everything that you bring
Maybe we can take a cruise and listen to the Roots
Or maybe eat some passion fruit
Or maybe cry to the blues
Or maybe we could just be silent
Come on, come on, let's take a long walk around the park after dark
Find a spot for us to spark, conversation, verbal elation, stimulation
Share our situations, temptations, education, relaxations
Elevations, maybe we can talk about something entire day
You caught me on a hopeless day
It's no one's fault but I just have to say
I must have been insane or half asleep
It turns out you were a sad song
You came and saw and conquered me
But let me give you some advice for free
The time has come for you to take a walk
If I'm still here when you get back we'll talk
Why does someone attack another because of their different point of view?
I think it's sad that someone can't express their opinion without being told you are wrong!
How can you tell someone they're wrong just because you dont agree?
Why can't we agree to disagree?
and people wonder why no one can never to get along.
"When our people were enslaved, "Massa" placed his Caucasian woman on a pedestal. She was spoiled, revered and angelic, while the Black slave woman was overworked, beaten, raped and farmed out like cattle to be mated. She was nothing and neither was our Black man. As slavery died for the greater good of America, and the movement for equality sputtered to life, the White woman was on the cover of every American magazine. She was the dazzling jewel on every movie screen, the glory of every commercial and television show. She was unequivocally the standard of beauty for this country, firmly unattainable to anyone not of her race. We daughters of the dust were seen as ugly, nappy mammies, good for day work and unwanted children, while our men were thought to be thieving, sex-hungry animals with limited brain capacity.
-Jill Scott
nature
SO YOU MEAN TO TELL ME YOU CAN GO TO JAIL....YOUR LIFE BEING PUT ON HOLD...BECAUSE YOU DECIDED TO SMOKE A PLANT THAT GROWS FROM THE EARTH..SMH..IT MAKES NO FUCKING SENSE TO ME....IM NOT A SMOKER BUT IM JUST THINKING THAT ITS JUST STUPID FOR SOMEONE TO MISS OUT ON THEIR LIFE BECAUSE THEY DECIDED TO SMOKE OR CARRY A NATURAL PLANT!!!!! SMH
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